perjantai 2. joulukuuta 2016

That little feeling inside you

Do you know that small feeling inside you, when you look at someone whom you have had a crush on in the past and you still think they’re beautiful?
And now you can truly see their imperfections and it just makes you want to fall in love with them again?

That feeling doesn't make you very sad, doesn't it? But then again, it doesn't make you happy at all, because you begin to think what if.
What if you would tell them? That you still like them, that just seeing them make you feel like there would be butterflies in your stomach, that you automatically check are your hair looking good at this time.

That besides these superficial things, you start smile, that inside you spread a warm feeling, that deep inside you, you still like them very very much like at the beginning when everything was new. When they looked and seemed perfect.
But what if you can't tell them.. Then that feeling it's like watching someone to getting hurt without ability to intervene it. You feel stray.

I was looking at you, leerning from time to time and I don't even know did you recognize me anymore. I was no one to you. And that made me feeling little bit pensive and melancholy.

But your white blonde hair looked gorgeous today. I wish I just could have opportunity to tell you that.



2 kommenttia:

  1. Oh, I know. Feeling when you look at someone and you see how beautiful, clever and fun she is and her smile is so gorgeus but you can't tell her how you feel. Still thinking, what if..?

    ♡: Tuuliviiri

    VastaaPoista

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